Bruce C. Bee
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Burn Me Whole
A debut novel by Bruce C Bee
Burn Me Whole is a raw contemporary fiction novel exploring Black masculinity and vulnerability. Perfect for readers who crave honest, character-driven stories that cut deep
This is not a book for surface readers.
Burn Me Whole demands your full attention because it’s raw, unfiltered, and damn honest about what it means to carry pain and still keep moving forward. If you’ve ever felt like survival meant just barely holding on, if you know what it’s like to hide your truths behind armor—this book will hit you where it fucking counts.It doesn’t offer easy answers or neat resolutions. Instead, it pulls you into the messy, uncomfortable spaces where real healing happens. It challenges ideas about strength and vulnerability, especially for Black men, in ways that are both gritty and tender. This story isn’t about performance or perfection—it’s about what happens when you stop pretending and start burning away everything that no longer serves you.And yeah, it’s not just heavy shit all the time. There’s fucking passion here. Desire. Tension. Moments that’ll make you laugh or squirm. This book brings the heat in every sense—raw, real, and unapologetic. It’s messy, it’s fun, it’s life with all the edges left in.What you get here is more than a story. It’s a full-body experience that will make you feel deeply: grief, desire, regret, hope. It’s a journey into the kind of intimacy most books shy away from—the kind that demands you look hard at yourself and question what you thought you knew about love, identity, and survival.If you want a read that stays with you, shakes you up, and refuses to let you forget the parts of yourself you’ve been running from, this is it. Burn Me Whole doesn’t just tell a story. It invites you to feel it, live it, and maybe even find a piece of yourself in the ashes
Before you buy: Every signed copy of Burn Me Whole comes directly from me—personally signed, carefully packaged, and shipped with gratitude. Please allow a little extra time for delivery, as each copy carries a piece of my heart. Thank you for your patience and support—it truly means the world to me. I’m honored you want to bring this story into your life!!!
About the Book
Bruce is no stranger to survival — but after years of doing everything “right,” he’s left staring at a life that feels nothing like his own. The marriage has ended. The career that once defined him has vanished. His children are growing up without him to guide them. And the man in the mirror is a stranger wearing his face.So he does the only thing that makes sense: he leaves. With nothing but a carry-on and a heart heavy with questions, Bruce boards a flight to Jamaica — not to reinvent himself, but to stop pretending he knows who he is at all.What begins as an escape quickly becomes a reckoning. On the island’s sun-drenched edges, Bruce is confronted by everything he’s been taught about strength, fatherhood, desire, and Black masculinity. Every silence he’s swallowed, every choice he’s justified, every truth he’s buried — it all rises to the surface. Through unexpected connections, moments of raw intimacy, and the uncomfortable honesty of solitude, he’s forced to look at the man he’s been and decide who he’s still willing to become.Burn Me Whole is a deeply introspective work of Black literary fiction—an unflinching exploration of identity, vulnerability, and the messy, nonlinear journey toward wholeness. Told in immersive, voice-driven prose, it’s a story about what happens when we stop running from ourselves… and stand still long enough to meet the truth.
Excerpt from Chapter One
I wasn’t running. Not this time.
But something in me knew I couldn’t stay still either.So I packed two shirts, no plan, and the version of myself I hadn’t looked at in months.
I left behind a city that never asked if I was okay, and landed in heat thick enough to slow time.Jamaica wasn’t supposed to mean anything.
But the way that first breeze touched my skin — like it knew me — I started to wonder if maybe I hadn’t come here to escape anything.Maybe I came to burn.
Spicy Excerpt from Chapter Twelve
Filling her. Stretching her. Slamming into her in deep, deliberate strokes. The kind you feel for days. The kind that rewire your body. The sound of our skin clapping together was the only thing filling the room—loud, filthy, perfect. No music. Just us. And all I could hear was what Dr. Lee had said—One sound. One rhythm. One band. That was us. Right fucking now.The slap of hips crashing. The creak of the bedframe surrendering beneath us. Her moans—high, broken, unstoppable. My breath, ragged and sharp. The pulse in my temples. The thud in my chest. The beat in my hips. We were the damn rhythm section. I played her body like an instrument. And she responded to every note. No hesitation. No missed cues. Just movement. Fluid. Vicious. Holy.One rhythm—the way I drove into her, hips rolling, pounding, dragging out every stroke before slamming back in so deep she screamed into the mattress.
One band—the way she threw it back on me, right when I needed it, her body curling, tightening, welcoming the pressure. Her hands clawing into the sheets. Her knuckles white. Her moans turning to cries.There was no need for a conductor. We were the sound. The rhythm. The band. And I was leading this set like a motherfucker.
About the Author
Bruce C Bee is a storyteller from Richmond, Virginia, now based in Atlanta. After building a life in corporate America, he made the decision to walk away—without a plan, but with a knowing that he was meant for something more, even if he couldn’t name it yet.That leap launched a journey of self-discovery, where the silence of no longer performing was replaced by the freedom to explore. With the cubicle behind him, the world became his new classroom. From back-alley conversations in cities often misunderstood to shared meals with people who didn’t grow up like him—he found perspective, clarity, and truth in places we’re taught to avoid.His writing draws from these lived moments—grounded in cultural immersion, emotional honesty, and the kind of experiences that don’t need polish to leave a mark. He writes about what it means to feel, to fumble, to confront what we tuck away.Bruce’s stories are raw and unfiltered, cinematic in rhythm, and layered with the quiet weight of things unsaid. He writes for the ones still figuring it out — and the ones who thought they already had.His debut novel is a continuation of that work.
Why YOU Matter
This isn’t just storytelling.
It’s a space I’m building — where silence matters, where softness holds weight, and where the stories hit how they’re supposed to.I don’t write to go viral. I write to go deep.
And I can’t do that without you.These stories don’t live without a pulse on the other side. They need to be carried, felt, passed on.So if you’re here… maybe you already feel it.Join the Famlay and you’ll get to preview the first 2 Chapters right away. But that’s just the entry point. From here on out, it’s early drops, unfiltered process, and the kind of storytelling that don’t ask for permission.If you’re looking for something curated or made to please — this ain’t that.If you’re looking for something real?You already home.